If I could give one person a healthy pregnancy...
...it'd be someone that none of you know, someone that I've never even met. This woman lost a child a couple of weeks before I lost Roo, and was so kind to me when I began to go through the same thing. Seriously, she was amazing. As it turns out, that was the second of five losses she's had to go through within a twelve month period, with two others (one at 25w) before that. The last one just turned out to be an ectopic, and she's lost the tube as well.
Shit, but life's not fair.
Back in April... well, I know what I'd have given up for her, and I gave it anyway. Now I have nothing except tears and prayers, and a strong wish for a god both all-powerful and easily coerced. Enough is enough, dammit.
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